Thursday, February 18, 2010

Not my plan!

My last blog I mentioned that was going to Kansas City this summer... That is still kinda true in a way... Only in a different way than I expected. I have wanted to be a worship leader for a long time so Forerunner Music Academy (FMA) seems like it's perfect for me and lately after a settlement playing in my favor it seems as though that dream is just within reach. I have had people tell me, don't you want to delay the time a bit? Maybe God wants you to learn something more before you go. My response is always "of course he does... blah blah blah" and never really took it to heart.

One thing about me is I am a constant dreamer and never really wait to find out the details before I decide to go for something. So when some one mentions Catalyst an evangelistic training school through my church http://catalystschool.com/, I just shrug it off... "God doesn't want me to do that, he has opened the door for me to go to Kansas City!" I never really think maybe some doors that are opened for me I shouldn't walk through, or maybe I should wait a bit longer till I'm a little wiser to walk through that door. I took a trip to seattle last saturday to hang out with some friends that I hadn't seen in a couple months and it was fun! I am a busser so I had a lot of time to think about things and listen to God about my current situation.

One word that I absolutely despise is "Wait" and that was precisely what God was telling me to do. Next, what surprised me more was what he said next... "Do Catalyst this summer!" Are you kidding me God?! That's not part of the plan! So I dissmissed what I heard.

The next day, I was talking to Annie Peterson about me going to Kansas City this summer... What did she say? "Did you think about maybe postponing the trip till the fall and doing Catalyst during the summer?"

God cracks me up sometimes lol... I hear it twice and don't listen finally he tells me a third time... Maybe I should be obedient... Just maybe God has something for me to learn this summer. I finally registered for Catalyst today and  regardless of what the plan is, I am excited to see what God does through this.

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