Happy

Dear Readers,

As you may very well know, I am very used to failed plans.I regret to inform you that I would be dishonest with you if I said that My Dieting plan has been successful thus far. The truth is, the reason why I haven't written anything in the last couple weeks is because I have had nothing to report. I'm sure that one or two of you may have suspected this… I'm not very good at hiding my failures haha… Although I haven't been dieting these couple weeks I definitely have been exercising, which is good because it feels good to be active.   I wish to God I were able to hold up my plans for dieting but for these types of things, timing is everything. Unfortunately, I have no money even though I just got a job and any food we have in the house doesn't exactly follow the diet plan… so for the moment I am S.O. L. Eventually I will definitely get back to this diet but for now I'm okay with playing the cards I've been dealt.

 Some people have asked me why I haven't applied for "The Biggest Loser," before, I really couldn't come up with a legitimate excuse, but I will tell you now why I am hesitant to do such a thing. I abhor reality television.  I do not like the idea of subjecting myself to being someone's Monday night entertainment.  And anyone who would do this is obviously desperate, depressed, self destructive, unconfident and dislike themselves a great deal. Since I really don't have any of these issues, It makes no sense for me to take part of the humiliation. I love the person that I am, even though, yes, I am over weight, I honestly don't let it affect my life. For the time being, I am for the most part healthy (other than the cold I am currently fighting), I am beautiful, talented, surprisingly agile and strong (would have no problem running a 15-18 minute mile run[not as fast as I used to be]if I was asked),currently don't have a love life but it's by choice, and I have tons of hopes and dreams for the future that I am VERY optimistic about.  In short, like I've said, I am very happy with who I am.